We’ve updated our Terms of Use to reflect our new entity name and address. You can review the changes here.
We’ve updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.

Misleading Melodies for Grown Children

by NIX

supported by
/
  • Streaming + Download

    Includes unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    Purchasable with gift card

      €7 EUR  or more

     

1.
never be what you want, you'll always be a toy. You don't know how to find boredom, you've decided to destroy yourself shamelessy. no pride, no mercy. you have to carry this burden. your first thought in the morning. Hanging around with nothing to do is boring. No drugs allowed. So you start another round. these are damned times. you're not listening. Stop take it! D'you know what you want? D'you know who you are? You wanna be somebody else x2 find yourself You wanna be somebody else x2 don't do the same mistakes you wanna be somebody else x2 get close of her you wanna be somebody else x2 you don't need a fuckin dose, go!
2.
And now what i've become older and more unsure can't find my peace of mind never find peace, i'm alive, don't ask anymore why. i've cried till i have tears, i cried my wet eyes. I cried tears of blood pumped directly from the heart up to be stoned and astonished. i watch the ceiling turn into white cloth, keep showing the same scene, repeating the same drama. There is no happy ending. I will never have peace. Flashbacks are always by my side, day by day, fast overlap and i don't know how to slow them. Anger, anxiety, imsomnia: my new friends. When the sun goes down it's only nightmares. So must count on you is the best thing you could do. And when you meet these bad feels at your front door, find yourself to carry on.
3.
thoughts come&go. they run fast. i cannot stop them x2 my past and present life nothing but the fruit of what i've been capable up to now repentless. no remorse, no deception. i'm true or so am i. take it or leave it. So leave me here but i won't rot. Life is beautiful because i love myself more than i could love anything to these days. thoughts come&go.they run fast. i can stop them. By now there is no sense for me to know what's my end, what future for me. By now there is no sense for me to know. What i've lost is all i got for free.
4.
let me have fun, let me have fun. leave me! Don't talk me about guns. don't bother me i'm not here to discuss art (let me have fun!x2) i'm here enjoying my solitude. i'm blue. i'm gonna leave you soon. jump the first rocket to the moon, i'll reach the stars. (leave me alone! let me have fun!) what does it mean? I'll take my ass so...far. and i wish i can't go back. find a place that i can call "my home" because this human planet is not great. i've had enough to hear your voice. your speech become a noise. poor me, i got no choice. you fill my void. I came here to amuse me and fill my pain in glass. continue to abuse me when i just wanna be alone. this is what happens when you get out on your own, there's only someone who ends up to get you bored. leave me alone! Let me have fun!x3 leave me.
5.
i look around and see a lot of stupid people like me. i look around and see. they do bad things also concerned to me. can't keep my mouth shut! i see fascists everywhere and i cannot sleep well anymore. see these idiots everyday and i got bad dreams all night long. can't enjoying my coffee in peace even when i take it at the bar. if i'm walking down the street with the risk of listening to crap. Surrounded by all of this, i try to stay calm. but a clear feeling makes its way out of my mouth: "motherfuckers pieces of shit!dirty scumbags with no reason to exist!"
6.
pushed inside in your brain something you can't escape. they fucked your mind, no commitment, full of prejudice. don't stop keep lying yourself. if things don't go certainly it's not your fault. they make you enemies to blame and hate. so you take it with the least and poor. the easiest way to release your sense of anguish. the vast majority behave and think like you. so keep doin' so. you'll make this life worse for me and you. i wonder how to stop this mental genocide. they'll sail away in search of somewhere to survive. just close your eyes and try empathize with them. there's war, they ain't got another way. i see, you see: we're losing humanity. Do you still have a bit of sensitivity to share with me? Can i say: "whattafuckUsay?" nothing to do you will behave as they told you. your thoughts will be manipulated by a system that feeds a war: to yourself against the poor but at least we still alone. to yourself, to the poor. this is not the way to living free.
7.
You’re afraid of who’s different from you So you’re scared but it’s just kinda flu Just shut down Close up your mouth Cause you ain’t got no reason to sleep loud Just sit down, relax on your PC Find a remedy to calm your fear Put all faults of your desease On people with different coloured skin Trust what they told on your TV In my eyes you are nothing but a goat! Feed the greed of those who rule Instead of fight’em on the streets Nothing more will change you (you’re cooked up!) I am with those who still have hope or still believe in liberty I know this time’s so hard to care but I won’t sold my dignity Ask yourself: who the fuck are you living for? Ask yourself: who the fuck are you fighting for?
8.
hello world! here it's me again. i'm in the mass but i'm alone. i don't like you, don't like them, what i see. i don't want to hangin up on a tree. it's hard to live and i feel alone. what i got? still don't know. i don't like, don't like them, what i see. i don't want to hangin up on a tree. what i'd like is a paradise for you & me where the air is clear of parasites like you or me. extinction is the only way to save this world for real. no more humans like you, no more assholes like me. i don't like you, don't like them, what i see.
9.
what you've done? these eyes are staring at you. Fallen? feeling as you jaded all you know. a mocking smile is what you wear when all your problems start to crumble over you. seems like you waste inside control your heart is beating as it sounds the Tekno seems like you waste outside your soul before you finish what you start Go! go taking what you want, never trust in anybody, let them busy talkin all alone. a plastic smile is what you wear when all your problems start to slip away from you. i wanna see you take control don't wanna hear "well, no, i don't make it". time is right to get your road. i'll be there until you want. -Silly thoughts. they'll never left us. burn'em all before you messed up. it's time to set the truth.- x2 and i'll be by your side until you want. these eyes are staring at you, falling down on you. a candid smile is what you wear when all those gloomy feelings slip away from you.
10.
turn around the sun then i fall head down. feel the sea from below. it's 1:30am resigned myself to drowning without drinkin salt water. i am so mean at 1:30am turn myself low. i have to drink till i don't think. here in my cell i feel alone and complete. so close. so far beyond. "you'll make it". -no way out- i see black and sweating cold all the violence i could use is my masochistic point of view. does not concern you, don't look at me. it's not about you anymore -i must do it! let me go!- (i need fresh air and a bloody mary, i start to feel so slightly madly) -i must do it! let me go!- when the night is over maybe i will not make it to watch the sunrise from the sea. when the night is over maybe i'll miss my baby and i wonder how she will be. when the day is dawning maybe you'll find me deadly with my lungs down on my knees. when the night is over
11.
need more time but it's almost over: you've already done. need to talk now the words are over: those are gone too. teach me to speak, teach me to live, teach to do something not done yet. throw me from a cliff and then watch me fall. each time i've got the luck to find someone who trust ends always the same way. the more i'm sure succeeding, the more i made mistakes. where can i buy a survival manual? i just want to know i'm not going crazy. it's all true what i saw. maybe i'll sit down, becoming lazy. watch my world keeps falling without a sound, with no farewll. goodbye for now i couldn't see. sit by, i wait what's gonna happen. you gotta find someone to believe it's hard to care that he can't be me. just like i wake and i couldn't see, they're coming over dissing on your way. just fuckoff! (those stories never end) need more time but it's almost over. need to talk, now the words are over. those stories never end.

about

Recorded, mixed and mastered with Manuele Marani during Fall 2019
NIX play Melodic Hc Punk/Skatepunk since 2018
NIX are from Trodica (Italy)
www.facebook.com/nix.hc.punk

credits

license

all rights reserved

tags

about

NIX Trodica, Italy

NIX (since 2018)

Alessio: drums
Riky: bass
Giorgio: guitar
Sauro: vocals

contact / help

Contact NIX

Streaming and
Download help

Report this album or account

If you like NIX, you may also like: